A very exciting update today! Dr Ina Linge from the University of Exeter and I – research funding allowing – are joining forces. As part of her proposed research project exploring queer natures, Ina has invited me to contribute as an Artist in Residence, pulling from my Albion Awakes research and creative practice.
While we wait to see about our funding prospects, I’ve been cooking up my contribution to the project: Our Transcapes, a creative pilgrimage based in Yorkshire. I hope it will help improve the mental wellbeing of young trans people by defying present-day, anti-trans and other dual social narratives through an exploration of British prehistoric attitudes towards gender.
Our Transcapes
The Our Transcapes project invites young trans and genderqueer folks to visit sites where evidence of prehistoric genderqueerness as ecological spirituality has been found. At these sites they’ll learn about different perspectives on gender they can then explore in a creative writing workshop.
To trial this project we’re collaborating with a Yorkshire-based queer outdoors collective, Peak Queer Adventures. This group creates positive social change for LGBTQ+ communities by increasing their presence and visibility in outdoor spaces. If the trial is successful, we will look to engage young LGBTQ+ people, who disproportionately encounter mental health difficulties compared to their cisgender peers, and expand our pilgrimage network across the UK.
Why queer prehistory?
Why would prehistoric genderqueerness have any healing impact on young trans people today? Popular anti-trans narratives in mainstream media suggest that transness is new and unnatural. From online trans spaces it’s clear that these narratives are being internalised, leading many young trans people to feel that they don’t belong in our society.
Queer prehistory defies these narratives. It is very difficult for archaeologists to know much about early human sociocultural norms, as they must interpret Before Common Era contexts from cave art, and the bones, stone tools, and organic materials that have been preserved in peat. Nonetheless, some are correlating apparent prehistoric gender nonconformism to spirituality that celebrates the ‘natural world’. Not only does genderqueerness seem to have a long history, it also seems closely aligned with nature-based spirituality.
Why pilgrimage?
This element of the project is inspired by the 20th-century art movement, psychogeography. Psychogeography interrogates how our environments can impact the way we think and feel, and pilgrimage is an example of how moving through external landscapes can impact our internal ones.
I want to know whether trans and genderqueer people can better feel in accordance with their own ‘natural’ness (rather than against it) when visiting sites where genderqueerness has linked to spiritual practice; if we can feel better (re)connected to land, history and community because of that history, despite social narratives that tell that we don’t belong.
A communal pilgrimage also allows young trans people to explore the outdoors as a safe collective, to enjoy activities that benefit mental health, and to ‘reclaim’ their rights to wander – a radical act in this time of increasing anti-trans hate crime – while also reclaiming our place in Britain’s national history: the unifying story upon which many of our pilgrimage practices are built.
Creative writing workshops
How can creative writing be healing? Different to expressive writing, creative writing demands that ‘what we know’ – our thoughts, feelings and experiences – become something else. To write creatively, we must step outside of our personal experience enough to transform it into art. This process mimics the psychotherapeutic act of ‘witnessing’: an author must objectively oversee the perspectives of their characters like our ‘adult Self’ must for our multiple inner selves.
In my own creative writing practice, this authorial position has allowed me to view my thoughts and emotions more objectively. I hope our participants will have the space to perceive their own gender(s) outside of our hostile social context, and to gain more agency in how they feel about who they are.
There is currently limited existing research into the therapeutic potential of creative writing; this project will help us understand if this practice can have therapeutic impact.
Widening the net: a creative ecology
Following the project, we’ll invite new forms of connection by developing an online digital map. The map will show our explored sites, their relevance to a queer prehistory, and host the creative works of participants. By supplying this content online we increase accessibility for those who can’t join a pilgrimage, or feel unsafe to.
Going online also allows this project to reach cisgender people. Sharing about queer prehistory can help reduce the mainstream belief in the ‘truth’ of binary genders and biological sexes, which in turn would benefit the trans community – but it can also therapeutically benefit cisgender people themselves. Questioning the categories into which we must change ourselves to fit can liberate many of us in many ways, not just in regard to gender.
Various modern dualities appear contested in prehistoric Britain: culture and nature; male and female; human and nonhuman. I’m interested in what these nondualistic outlooks could offer us today – not just to trans and genderqueer folks, whose existence challenges our present-day binary thinking – but to all beings trying to survive a climate crisis.