Author: S. K.

  • Springtime, Supreme Court rulings and The Sun

    Springtime, Supreme Court rulings and The Sun

    Well. What a month, eh? I’ve now added a category of posts called ‘Trans Rights’. I imagine we’ll be seeing more blog posts about those in the future.

    But for now, here’s some good news. In March, The Queer Natures project team met in person, further fortifying our ideas and practices. I’ve also got some updates regarding my poetry and about Our Transcapes. But the best news of all…? Read below!

    The Sun shows some love

    I’m delighted to announce that Queer Natures has received a very flattering accolade from The Sun newspaper. They mentioned our work with grace, noting the value in recognising the rich interconnectedness between all beings. I couldn’t be more proud.

    My favourite bit:

    £8 billion a year is earmarked for UK Research and Innovation grants … but millions was frittered on woke projects. “Brits know government waste is rampant — but this takes the cake!”

    But, Sir: was it vegan cake?

    Don’t give them the clicks – read a screenshot here (PDF, 345 KB).

    Queer Natures retreat

    S. K. stands at the edge of a murky pool, holding a replica Star Carr antler headdress.
    S. K. delivering Queer Natures, holding a replica Star Carr antler headdress

    The Queer Natures team spent three days together in Devon in March, trialling one another’s projects and learning about responsible facilitation, interrogating the meanings of ‘queer’, and sharing vulnerabilities, stories and learnings as we went. It was an incredibly inspiring retreat.

    Dr Ina Linge brought us together at Dartington Hall, a space that has seen much art and education. Our project producers and supporters from Flock Southwest and Exeter University joined us, as well as guest speakers. I learned a great deal from everyone, and felt a great deal, too!

    My fellow artist in residence, Siân Docksey, offered so much in her workshop. I never thought I’d voluntarily do pole dancing, least of all in front of people I know! But she handled my nerves with confidence, warmth and kindness, giving me the courage to go for it. In return, I experienced a new, freeing embodiment that challenged my own gender assumptions and allowed me to reconnect with my “soft animal body“.

    It was bittersweet, dialoguing with my body for the first time since being chronically ill. The retreat gave me that gift, and I thoroughly recommend Siân’s pole dancing classes for anyone struggling with loving self-embodiment, in whatever way that shows up for you.

    Our Transcapes 

    A black and white photograph of the Roos Carr figurines, Iron Age wooden anthropomorphic dolls. The five dolls stand on a wooden boat, with a serpent head. Some have missing arms. Others hold shields.
    The Roos Carr figurines (C. 600 B.C.E., East Yorkshire)

    The retreat ended with my first run through of Our Transcapes. We headed out to the Devonshire countryside, explored water-bodies and wooded vistas, and shared stories of prehistoric non-dualities found in these lands. We then took part in a creative exploration activity around our own relationships with gender through a creative dialogue with prehistoric ‘queer’ artefacts.

    While Our Transcapes is typically aimed at trans* participants, our project team is made up of folks who are across the LGBTQ+ spectrum, including trans* people. This offered me greater insights into the various different interpretations and experiences the project can offer. The project team offered very helpful feedback, both as participants and experienced facilitators. I’ve now adjusted the project for the autumn, when I collaborate with Peak Queer Adventures.

    Some lovely feedback from a participant:

    “Hugely positive and empowering! I felt the themes were held really sensitively
    and with care, and S.K. is clearly an expert in this material and loved sharing
    it 🙂

    I loved how “in nature” this event was too and broken up between more
    communicative and more introspective sections – having a moment where we
    were invited to be quiet and just connect with the outdoors was great.”

    Before that though, this summer, Dr Ina Linge and I will head to the University of Galway Association for the Study of Literature and Environment’s Biennial Conference to speak about Queer Natures and Our Transcapes. Very exciting stuff – especially as the west coast of Ireland is bog city. I can’t wait!

    Poetry as protest

    Sheffield's protest against the recent Supreme Court Ruling. Hundreds of people face the City Hall, where someone is speaking into a microphone. Trans flags are held up by the crowd.
    Sheffield’s protest against the recent Supreme Court Ruling, defining women by their biology.

    As mentioned earlier, this past month has been hell for trans* folks, especially trans women. Sheffield held a superb protest after the Supreme Court’s ruling, which has effectively backtracked on 20 years of social progress by reducing women to their biological frameworks. As a result, trans people are no longer politically recognised as their gender. Allies across the city joined us for the protest – almost 1,000 people. Many of us cried. But we also loved. And we don’t give up. 

    Finding courage in my fury, I read my poem, ‘the curlews cry’ to the crowd. The poem explores my own relationship with my body, the interconnectedness between all beings, and how dangerous divisive narratives are, whether they be racist, sexist or transphobic. ‘the curlews cry’ has also recently been published in the wonderful literary and art publication, Seedlings: Winter. Find their lovely work here.

    “The bog is in me”

    A painting by S. K., with dead leaves, pills and empty medication packets against a boggy backdrop.
    A painting by S. K., with dead leaves, pills and empty medication packets against a boggy backdrop.

    Leaning into just how much I relate to bogs these days, I recently produced my first visual arts piece in a very long time. It was wonderful to reconnect with an artform I haven’t touched for years. 

    One upside to being chronically ill is my increasing resilience when it comes to sharing and creating works with less fear. I am grateful for that, even if I can’t do as much as I used to. Let’s see what the rest of this year brings. 

    As organisations are advised to segregate trans people from single-sex spaces, I refuse to be so divisive. I send all of you love. Yes, even you, The Sun editors.

    Over and out,

    S. K.

  • Long time no see!

    Long time no see!

    Hi folks. It’s been a while. I hope the year has treated you well.

    It’s all been kicking off over here: the new Masters degree in Mesolithic Archaeology began in September; the Queer Natures and Our Transcapes project has started, and I’ve been diagnosed with a cheeky new chronic illness. It’s been a lot to balance alongside part time work, but so wonderful to find purpose among my passions while learning how to properly rest. There’s probably a whole separate blog post on that – but it’s not for now!

    We’ve had some exciting meetings already for Queer Natures. Also working with Dr Ina Linge are two more artists-in-residences; we’re finding ways to collaborate that are queer in of themselves by reframing relationships between institutions and freelance artists, enjoying somatic exercises as part of meetings… it’s been fantastic so far, and I hope to hit the bog with some lovely trans folks in May 2025.

    Expect more updates on the Queer Natures collaboration in the new year (did someone say a commissioned replica of a Roos Carr god dolly?!) and on the Masters, which is feeding my soul (gender nonconforming chimps, anyone?!). I’m also interested in seeing how chronic illness and the world of freelance creativity might work with one another – it would be wonderful to contribute more to community projects once the degree is completed. Let’s see what the path ahead brings.

    In the meantime, I wish you the loveliest festive season – and lots of well-earned rest!

    Onto the next.

    SK x

  • Creativity and community: Therapeutic Landscapes

    Creativity and community: Therapeutic Landscapes

    This post is a bit late coming, but blimey: what an absolute joy the University of Worcester’s Therapeutic Landscapes symposium (9 & 10 March 2024) was.

    120 delegates – artists, myth makers, storytellers, facilitators, researchers, academics, illustrators, sculptors, herbalists, foragers, writers, and project makers – gathered to explore how our landscapes are potential gateways for healing – healing ourselves, each other and the planet.

    Sadly, I didn’t get to watch every talk or attend every workshop – multiple stages and rooms were hosting speakers simultaneously – but those I did get to engage with challenged my assumptions, taught me something new, and changed my perspectives. Feedback from folks who attended my talk about Our Transcapes was likewise positive, I was thrilled to find.

    The need for a queer ancestry

    While preparing to give my talk, it became very clear that there’s a real need for finding a queer lineage. Our national history and other stories omit minority groups. The responses from queer and neurodivergent audience members really reinforced, for me, the healing power of this story I’m telling in this project: that people who live outside of the binary categories we define ourselves by – and restrict ourselves within, at times – have been around for a very long time.

    That we belong here.

    It makes me even more excited to get Our Transcapes live and out there in the world – especially as anti-trans hate crimes rise in the UK and the quality of mental health in young trans adults falls[1]. Thankfully, we’ve heard that Dr Linge’s Queer Natures project has gotten through to the second stage of our funding application, so fingers crossed the next time we write something about Our Transcapes, it’s to launch it!

    A massive thanks to the Creative Health Research Group at Worcester University for having me.


    [1] Research on increase in anti-trans hate crimes.